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Wake Up Freak Out (2017 B​-​sides & Demos)

by Renny Conti

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(unintelligible)
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Only U 01:29
let's go back to all the time we wasted i'm brand new you are too let's hide away cover up each other let's go miles away only you, only you don't mind me i'm just apologizing over and over don't love me i'm just a friend you ain't no lover and i never got no letter from you but i never wrote no letter for you too
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i'm not tryna see you i know you're something i need though
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Thunder 03:17
i was still when i went back to where i came from in those eyes i watched my body throw a tantrum if you share you know they'll care, aimless direction but when i grew up i walked into the sanctum swimming in her head thought i'd hit a wall flailing my arms gonna watch me go under panorama falls think i'll have to tread cause baby's under stress i can hear the thunder two by two we pass through them so indirectly since our age they've lived inside their ptsd it's the gate that opens with its creaking metal bringing us a knowledge that ties us together
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Home Remedy 01:21
can't get away from myself gotta find a new home remedy no one seems too worried bout my health but i don't know what to believe i even tried changing my diet the therapist thought i was lying i called you at 3am crying but your service was bad i don't know what to do i just want you
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calloused fingers touch the raindrops on the windowsill thanks for nothing haunts my head again like something real box of letters stained with love and found them crushed or folded i know now it was words you wrote that made it golden all my patience the things i waited through let myself turn to a ghost and into someone new angel in the house of fog, you look like solitude older than me by a few, a useless interlude got poetic for a night and talked about what's sacred drank like way too much and left the words untranslated
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your combat boots with steel toes your flower tattoo somehow grows so sorry that i'm permanent to you i'd slit my throat to stop singing to you i'd cut my hands off, stop writing bout you a brain that's never seen no rest you close your eyes and wait for death but sadly nothing's permanent to you i'd cut my legs off, stop running to you i'd shoot myself to stop thinking bout you i'd drown myself to stop burning for you i'd kill myself to stop living for you
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hold my hand again it was real nice i liked it a lot be my friend again it was comforting i liked it a lot i'm always on your mind at least that's what our one mutual friend tells me i can't rethink my thoughts but fuck i guess i'll rearrange them a lot i'll stack em on top of one another and i'll shift em side to side till they're jumbled enough for me to look in your eye and just say what i've been trying to say thru these songs it's enough i'm enough you're enough let's move on i can't unhear your voice asking me why i wear those jeans i can't unhear the noise keeping me from falling asleep never thinking twice always definitively loving you we hung photos on the wall now they're just a part of the room take em down and stack em on top of one another and i'll shift em side to side till they're jumbled enough for me to look in your eye and just say what i've been trying to say thru these songs it's enough i'm enough you're enough let's move on
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my forever friend don’t you know that i’m just trying to pretend even though you’re something permanent even though you’re kinda everything i had a lot of wine tonight i’m feeling good, i hope you’re holding tight i hope you’re feeling fine tonight my forever friend, forever mine cause who was i to notice? our hands were making shapes cast a light, paint the walls, write our names where was i with morning but flying back away roaring down and i'm your castaway outlining your silhouette draw it on the wall so i don't forget couple words by myself i wrote you're in it i think i'm not sure read it close you're all that i appreciate you're written out so you can make a change but since you're nothing new to me i'll swallow it before it passes through my teeth cause who was i to notice? our hands were making shapes cast a light, paint the walls, write our names where was i with morning but flying back away roaring down and i'm your castaway the backs that i once hung to are the ones that i don't see and the hands that i once clung to are the ones that broke me free i'm not tryna be your everything i'm just trying to be but the graveyard's almost full and it's calling out for me
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i wanna be mine

about

i wrote and recorded all of these tracks in 2017 just after moving to new york. i feel connected to them in that i've been sitting with them in my iTunes library so long and return to them every so often as they remind me of a beautifully hedonistic and indulgent era in my life. lots of booze and friends and scary decisions being made and i would crap these out usually late in the night in some hot muggy room feeling like pure shite. i hope u do enjoy and these horrible mixes don't damage your ears

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released June 10, 2021

all songs written, recorded, poorly mixed, and left unmastered by Renny Conti -

album art by Julian Larkin

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